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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
okay. so i am gonna prove to miss lame mei that i dun blog every 7mths okays. hahas. i jux blog whenever i feel like blogging. =D
so school started aldy! =( for this wk, deres no tutorial! n almost everyday i go to school for 1 or 2 hrs. omg. n i have to travel so farrrrr. but i miss travelling so far. i am waiting for my train concession to end. so that i can take bus. i love bus rides! cox i can slp. hahas. not only that. deres lots of reasons. (: okay. so i started to become busy again! :D busy with school work. busy with making new frens. busy with adjusting to new environment. busy with work. busy with chatting. busy with watching dramas! deres lots of dramas dat i nd to catch up with. (: ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND is damn nice lahs. but until nw, deres only 1ep. sobs! nvm. i shall wait. :D so i am super busy. i have no time for other things. i mean relationships. somehow my heart is dead again. i mean its still functioning lahs. if not, i wont be typing right nw. opps. ya. being friends is so much better! no extra commitments. but u can still go out together, chat on phones etc. its jux dat u wont get jealous when u see him with other girls. u wont mind if he doesnt send u hm. see? its so much better. i'll be just alright. anw, i wanna thank lots of ppl. esp e kiki clique, yeewen, hongling and someone who offers to cheer me up. etc etc etc. i shall not state why i am thanking dem. dey should noe lahs. hahas. okay. so FRIDAY will be my most FREAKY day of this week. actually its until end of this sem. oh gosh. cox i'm having SSM on friday. i am real dead lahs.hais. i jux hope dat those tutors will not scold me dat much and i will not be dat clumsy, blur and dumb during e lesson. it sounds so impossible. ppl. pray for me pls. ahhh. so i am gonna end here. psycho tml! hope it will be fun. xD ps: kenneth! i can smile without anyone!
Friday, April 18, 2008
hmm. its been so longggg since i last blog. i blogged today cox of a special reason. yeps. my holidays will be ending in 2 days time. yes. and i am gonna start skol on monday. i encountered my fairytale this holiday! but it din turn out to be my happily ever after.
i sweared. i fell in love with this guy. his name is shawn. not miss hua chi's shawn. is cathay de shawn. hmm. i oso dunnoe why i like him lehs. its jux a kind of feeling. and he likes me too. can u imagine? its so difficult to be loved by someone u love. and we got together. it was really fast. perhaps i should not agree so fast. i should have noe him better. we watch rule no. 1 together! dat was before we were together. heard from ppl that he watched it before. but he pei me watch again. so hao right? :D hmm. we were together on 28th mar. and we went out after my work. for 3hrs only? and dat was the first time he sent me hm. :) so things were fine before his school starts. we chat on phone, on msn, smsed. we went for our 2nd movie. HORTAN! i think i am the one who wanna watch it. he met me for movie after his school. he fell aslp during the movie. n he cant send me hm. definitely, i was damn sad. but i mux be understanding! :D cox he tired ma. so we din meet up till 7th apr. 7th apr was dte farewell gathering. i went becox of him. i was unwillingly to go in e first place as i was not very close to dte ppl. furthermore, hongling n yeewen n my close frens were not dere! but he really hopes i can turn up. so i went. he was sweet on dat very day. cox he cooked for me! yeps. but. things turned out to be so terrible. we quarrelled. becox of a bottle. a gift from him. dat quarrel made me so sad dat i cry. okay. i admit dat i cry so easily de lo. but is it wrong to put dat on e keys? keys are as impt as hp ma. i dun like quarrels. nobody likes wad. so i ended it by apologising. i am so tired lahs. n i always cant win ppl in quarrels. hmm. why cant we compromise? yeps. and strangely, dat bottle broke on e next day. bad omen. omg. i din tell him dat i broke. cox dat bottle means so much to him. i am so afraid dat we might quarrelled again. oh gosh. and we din meet since 7th apr. nw is 19th apr aldy. i am so tired of waiting. if i did not call him one day, i guess he won't auto call me. if i dun ask him out, we won't meet at all. if i dun take any initiative, dats the end. hais. i am a girl lehs. i am someone who really nds someone to care abt me. give me an quan gan. i dun like to take initiative all the time. i dun like silence between us when we are over the phone. i dun like our conversation to be 5 min a day only. i think we are worse off than being frens. i dun like to be independent. so its partly my fault. i nd my bf to give me a sense of security. i really do. hmm. ya. so i jux broke off with him. i was feeling really miserable last few days. hesitating. i dun have the courage to tell him. but i hate to see myself crying. hate to vent my anger on my family members. hate to complain to my frens. hate to see myself bu xin fu. i wanna to be cheerful once again. i wanna get back my smile again. i dun wanna put on a fake smile anymore. perhaps, we really belongs to 2 different world. together for 22 days only. not even 1 mth. perhaps, if we noe each other longer, we will be more stable. i really did jiayou before. but i cant take it anymore ba. all of a sudden, i became so heartless. i am so sorry. |